If Only I Hadn't Smiled

I could have saved myself

If only I hadn’t smiled

Hadn’t looked in your direction

Noticed you with your friends

 I could have been spared

The heartache of losing you

I took the fall

Had my arms and heart open

Ready to take you on

And here I am

At the end of the ride

As we decide to walk away

A little piece of my heart

Clinging to hope

Only to be so disappointed

I guess I knew it was coming

Yet I left the walls down

Not heeding the warning signs

That this was over

That we would be no longer one